VanhelgaVansinnesvardag

Varfor ha framtidstro?
Varfor ens ha nagot hopp?
Jag klarar inte fler langsamma dagar
Jag ar ingenting, ingen att ens domma
Lat mig bara sluta kanna
eller kanske atminstone glomma
om an bara for ett tag!
Jag hatar er alla
sa som ni hatar mig
En gang for alla
har jag slutat dromma
Vaknat upp
Snalla lat det sluta..
Vem ar jag att ens forsoka
nar det inte finns nagot hopp
jag trevar mig motstravigt fram,
soker forstaelse
varfor alskar jag smartan?
Stanna och forgor mig
(snalla jag ber dig)
Jag drommer inte om himmelen mer....
for jag sag den ga under av eld
Hemsoks av minnen
om hur allting brinner ner
drommer om att atervanda
lat mig forsvinna
Allt jag ser nu
ar bara forvridna miner, ledsna ogon

[English translation:]

[Everydaymadness]

Why have trust in the future
Why even have any hope
I can't take any more lonesome days
I'm nothing, no one to even judge
Let me just stop feeling
Or at least forget
If only for a day!
I hate you all
Just like you hate me
Once in for all
I have stopped dreaming
Wakened up
Please let this end
Who am I even to try
When there is no hope
I'm groping myself recluctantly forward
Seeking understanding
Why do I love the pain?
Stay and release me
(please, I beg you)
I don't dream of heaven anymore
Because I saw it being burned up
Haunted by memories
About how everything burns to the ground
Dreams of coming back
Let me disappear
Everything I see now
Is just distorted faces, sad yes